Friday, October 5, 2012

Olivia now... almost 2.

Only two days until I officially have a 2 year old.  She is such an amazing child.  I know she's mine and obviously I'm bias but I cant even explain to you how much she lights up our lives and makes every day worth living.  Here's some tid-bits about Olivia now.... at almost 2 years old.

...She's funny!  One of the funniest kids I know.  She loves to make people laugh and tries hard to do so.  If a group of people are talking and laughing, she fake laughs to join in...which makes everyone laugh more.  She is even so dramatic as to hold her hand to her mouth and bend over as if she's having a real belly laugh.  It's hilarious!

She's a tattle-tale.  She comes and tells me, or whoever is around, everything.  If the dog bumps into her, she runs over and says "Mommy! Peepee (Penny) give YaYa a boo boo!"  She even tells the good things, if someone helps her do something, she comes over and says "Mommy!  Daddy help YaYa snack!"  It's funny, and time consuming, but it's essential to our relationship and I'm going to listen to every darn word my girl says because when it comes to for her to talk to me about the real life stuff, I want her to know that I'll listen.  That's major.

...She's mischievous...and she always gives herself away.  When she's about to do something she shouldn’t, she hums!  She likes to climb, jump, cause trouble, do things she knows she shouldn’t and touch things she knows are off limits.  It's often accompanied by a sweet, sly smile and as soon as one of us stands up or walks towards her to correct her she takes off running in the opposite direction.  This isn’t good for discipline since it often turns into a chasing game and everyone laughing.  But, it's fun, and funny.

...She's a bit of a thief.  Often times my husband and I will be looking for something, say, our wallet or glasses or the remote etc and we always, always find said item stashed away in my daughters play kitchen.  Funny how things just magically end up there!

...She's shy around new people.  She'll ask to be picked up and often lay her head on my shoulder to hide until she feels more comfortable.  Then she opens up and lets her little personality shine through.

...She's not a good sharer...  it's funny really because she tells us "NO Mommy/Daddy, that's Yaya's book/toy/etc!!!"  So we ask if she can "please share with Mommy and Daddy" and she says "ok". 
But then refuses to share.  We're working on it. 

 This girl, my girl.  She has my heart, my whole entire heart wrapped around her sweet little finger.  I never knew love until she came into our lives.  It's such an amazing, overwhelming feeling! 

Part of me, part of my husband. 
Made by the hand of God. 
She's wonderful. 

For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother's womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well. My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them. - Psalm 139:13-16
 
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Thursday, October 4, 2012

What a wild ride

Just 2 short years ago, I was holding a squishy pink newborn baby girl in my arms
and now I'm chasing that very same spunky little kid around the house! 

2 years, just a blip on the radar. 
2 years that have flown by, yet dragged on. 

There's really no way to understand how the very same moment can seem long, yet fleeting. 
Some days it all just blends together and others every.single.moment stands out. 
It’s the mix of craziness and calm. 
Smiles and tears.  Giggles and cry's.  Hugs and kisses and boo-boos and tantrums. 
This is what life as a Mother is all about. 

As Olivia approaches 2 years old, I'm feeling a mix of emotions. 
Proud, yet sad.  Happy, yet scared.  Worried, yet excited. 
There are moments when I am overwhelmed by fear of not being needed anymore. 

Olivia is showing so many signs of independence and that makes my Mama-heart ache for the newborn days, yet push her forward being her biggest cheerleader. 
I eagerly look forward to watching her grow, experience life and learn more about who she is and what she likes, yet I'm paralyzed by the sadness that her "babyness" is disappearing before my eyes. 

My baby girl is turning into a little girl.

What a wild ride this thing called Motherhood is.

 
 
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Wednesday, October 3, 2012

So What! Wednesday.

Today I'm linking up with Shannon from "Life After I Dew" for her So What! Wednesday series. 
 
Today I'm saying So What! if...
 
...I'm so behind in party planning for Olivia's 2nd Birthday.  Her party is on 10/13 and I have so much to do.
 
...I had no idea what to get Olivia for her birthday. 
 
...I'm writing her birth story on my blog 2 years later.  Better late than never, right?
 
...Olivia watches a couple 20 minute shows every day.
 
...I've been contemplating skipping church this Sunday since it's Olivia's birthday and I want to make it a day especially for her.  I'm feeling guilty about it though. 
 
...my internet just crashed and I thought I'd lost everything I wrote so far.
 
 
So What Wednesday
 
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Tuesday, October 2, 2012

A Birth Story, 2 years later. Part 1

I never did write Olivia's birth story and as she's quickly
approaching the 2 year old mark, I think it's about time. 
 
Olivia's stubborn streak was made known even before she graced the earth with her presence. 
On my due date of September 29, 2010 I had shown absolutely zero signs of labor.
September 29th came and went completely uneventful.  I should have known that babies come when they're ready but being a first time Mom, this was the day I had looked forward to my entire pregnancy.  The day when I could finally lay my eyes on this perfect being that God had given us and hold her in my arms. 
I longed for this day since January 19th when I saw that positive pregnancy test.  
 
Turns out Olivia had no plans of coming on her own at all because 8 days later, I still had zero signs of labor and was induced.  Pitocin was started at 7:05am and my daughter was born at 1:21pm.
 
Those first few seconds after Olivia was born will be burned in my mind forever. 
It was the most amazing feeling.  She was here!  I was holding our baby. 
This was the moment I had been waiting for.  7lbs13oz of newborn baby girl, in my arms!
 
She was perfect in every way.  A good set of loud working lungs!  A head full of jet black hair. 
Pouty lips and pink skin.  10 fingers and 10 toes with feet just like her Mama. 
 
After spending a little while in the delivery room finishing up, we were moved to the postpartum floor and were able to spend the rest of the time getting to know our little Olivia. 
 
Visitors came and held our sweet girl.  She met her Mum and Papa, aunts, uncles, cousins and friends. 
 
October 7, 2010 was absolutely the best day of our entire life. 
 
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Monday, October 1, 2012

In 6 days...

This week I'll be reflecting on my baby girls first 2 years of life.  It's amazing how fast, but yet how slowly this time has gone.  After this week I plan on discussing my faith journey a bit more to share how I've come to know the Lord and bits and pieces of my testimony thus far.  Hope you stick around.
 
In 6 short days our sweet Olivia will be 2 years old!  Two!Years!Old! 
How does this happen?  Where has the time gone?  I swear there is some kind of time warp after you have children.  There is this mixture of feeling like she was just born but yet not remembering life before her. 
 
Our life has never been richer. 
Filled with love and excitement at seeing everything through the eyes of a child.  Our child. 
 
It's an amazing feeling to show the world to this little being.  Watching her explore and seeing her grow.  Witnessing her heart grow kinder and more compassionate.  
Seeing her become the caring little girl I long for her to be. 
 
It's been (almost) two years with her and these have been the best two years of our lives.  Nothing compares to having a child of your own.  She's filled a spot in our lives that we didn't know was missing. 
 

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Taken October 7, 2010.  First day on earth.

 
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Friday, September 28, 2012

The epic horse and carriage ride...

Almost 2 months later and my daughter is still talking about the "neigh (horse) & cawwiage (carriage) ride with Mommy, Daddy and YaYa (Olivia)"
While on our annual summer vacation in Old Orchard Beach, Maine on a warm Thursday night we were wandering the streets of the main pier at the beach and across the way, Olivia spotted the huge white horse!  She loves animals with a passion so we walked right over to visit him, John was his name.


John is a big white draft horse who is sweet as can be.  We "oooh'd and aaah'd" over him.  Pet him for a few and then went on our way.  Joe saw both of our excitement over the horse and carriage ride so while Olivia and I were checking out some shops he disappeared.  A few minutes later he hurried us back outside where the carriage was waiting for us!  He surprised us with our very first horse and carriage ride.
 
It was perfect. 
The weather was gorgeous.  
Olivia was so excited and happy and kept telling us that we were on!a!carriage!ride! 
The ride lasted about a half hour.  We toured the quiet neighborhood that's hidden between the busy pier at the beach.  We could smell the salt water and feel the mist from the sea.  It really was just a perfect end to our awesome vacation.
Almost 2 months later, in the dark of Olivia's bedroom last night, is the most amazing part.  I could sense that she was almost asleep as her breathing became steady and all of a sudden she jumped up onto her knees and exclaimed...
"Mommy!  Beach, Daddy, Mommy, YaYa neigh cawwiage ride!" 
These are the things my husband and I live for.  The memories we make with her.  The little things that she remembers and loves to talk about.  Despite the trying times, the discipline and the stress, these are the moments we love the most!
 
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Thursday, September 27, 2012

So What! Wednesday...on Thursday?

Today I'm saying So What! if...
 
...I'm a day late, So What! ...Thursday?  Oh well.
 
...I went to bed last night at 8pm with Olivia and I'm still tired today.
 
...I hit my snooze button at least 5 times this morning.
 
...I'm 29 years old and still don't like to be home alone at night.
 
...I'm planning the easiest dinner tonight since it's just me and Olivia, bacon and lolli-pops! 
 
...my husband and I call most food"bacon" or "lolli-pops" so Olivia will eat it.  Bacon is ham or turkey roll-ups and lolli-pops are pepper sticks, tomatos, cucumbers etc. dipped in salad dressing.  It works.
 
...I really considered playing hookie from work today.
 
...that's all I can muster today.  I'm tired.
 
Go link up with Shannon at Life After I Dew. 
 
 
So What Wednesday
 
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